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happy thoughts=no stress
short rant/self reprimand
OK, I will stop being negative right this minute! I am a whiny idiot sometimes, this must stop! I need to stop making lists of all the things I need to do in my head and psyching myself out so much I get stressed. I need to stop tallying all the things that have gone wrong on any day. I should just go DO the things I need to do, get them out of the way, so I can relax...
so I can really enjoy all the AMAZING NICE stuff going on in my life. (ie. Ashke)
If I weren't sure it would make me upset, I would so write my personal project on my ulcer, and my inability to deal with stress.
Instead maybe I will write it on my love for clothing and fashion. And my compulsion to BUY said things. That's very personal to me, but not in any way traumatic. I might even be brave enough to present that. I think I will start brainstorming about that.
end rant.
OK, I will stop being negative right this minute! I am a whiny idiot sometimes, this must stop! I need to stop making lists of all the things I need to do in my head and psyching myself out so much I get stressed. I need to stop tallying all the things that have gone wrong on any day. I should just go DO the things I need to do, get them out of the way, so I can relax...
so I can really enjoy all the AMAZING NICE stuff going on in my life. (ie. Ashke)
If I weren't sure it would make me upset, I would so write my personal project on my ulcer, and my inability to deal with stress.
Instead maybe I will write it on my love for clothing and fashion. And my compulsion to BUY said things. That's very personal to me, but not in any way traumatic. I might even be brave enough to present that. I think I will start brainstorming about that.
end rant.